Late June to late July is an emotional clusterfuck.
It’s why I initially scheduled my Aussie trip there so I’d have good memories in the time frame of a hellish month.
But Beth died.
But it’s the one year mark of my father dying.
The two year mark of the back surgery that screwed up my life.
The four year mark of Nick dying.
It’s such a hard month.
It’s such a hard time frame.
Now I have happy and amazing memories from the time frame (which I will blog about and post pictures and stuff about soon, promise!).
But it’s hard.
I’ve cried more recently than I’ve done in the past year. So many tears. So much pain. So much heartache.
So much loss.