I found a reason for me to change who I used to be

Or: 100 reasons to live, part 3. See part 1 and part 2

20. Neil Patrick Harris. He’s cute, my first true celeb crush, he can sing, he and his partner may be the most ADORABLE gay couple ever. Look, NPH doing a scene from RENT, my favourite musical!!!

21. BUNNEHS. LITTLE BABY BUNNEHS.

the bunny, the bunny, whoah I love the bunny, i don’t love my mom or my dad just the bunny..

22. Texting. I like texting. Texting is fun. Dead people can’t text. 

23. Jimmy Johns.   Yummy sammichs. GF options. Win!
24. “Math, science, history, unraveling the mystery, that all started with a big BANG!” Come on, I’d miss Sheldon. Well, I can’t miss anything if I’m dead because I’m not able to miss things. But, you know, I could never joke about sitting in Sheldon’s spot. Or making fun of his Trek-ness. And Sheldon is a fun person to joke about. 
25. There’s still a lot of video game consoles I need to own. I can’t die before completing my mission of having a ton of old skool and new skool consoles, plus another Commodore. 
Iz floppy. And fun to play with. And just flop around. And get awesome looks for owning.

26. I have to defeat the odds and prove I can overcome all this junk. What a story I’ll have!

27. Shiny things. I like shiny things. Not just shiny pokemon, but other shiny things! 
28. Sunsets. Sunsets are beautiful, and it’s such a calm, peaceful time of evening.
29. The ocean. I’ve only seen the Atlantic. Gotta see the others! 
This is from one of my trips to Miami

30. Making random happy faces in random places. It’s fun and who knows? Maybe some sad person will see the happy face and then smile, right?

Y U B SAD? HAZ HAPPEH! 


100 Reasons For Living: Part 2

See part 1 here

11. BACON. Bacon is really, really yummy. It smells good, it tastes good, and HEY IT HAS PROTEIN. PROTEIN IS GOOD.

This little piggy will be my breakfast some day….

12. Psychology. I love studying it, I love learning about it, I love putting it into practice. It drives me, it makes my blood run, and it makes me so happy. Dead people can’t study psychology.

13. SCRUBS!!

14. Playing on playgrounds. Pretty sure the kiddies would be creeped out if a corpse went down the slide or if a zombie was swinging…
15. I am loved, I am accepted, I am wanted.
16. I have a story to tell and it hasn’t been told yet. Maybe I can cheer people up, inspire people ,leave a legacy with my story.
17. I haven’t been overseas yet. Gotta be alive to do that. Well, unless someone drops my ashes out of an airplane crossing the Pacific ocean. But that’s kind of morbid.
18. I’m still in college! I need a degree!
19. MARIO!! 
20. Dead people can’t ride horses and I want to ride horses again. 😀
U ride me, plz?

100 Reasons for Living: Part 1

1. Pokemon. After all, dying before I catch them all would just be depressing, now wouldn’t it?

That car is kind of badass.

2. Finally getting my drivers license! It may happen this summer!

3. Getting my own apartment for the first time. With an awesome friend.
4. My friends. They would be very sad pandas if I died suddenly. 
Steph says I can’t die until I’m in my 90s. 

5. Video game soundtracks. Seriously. They’re beautiful.

6. The feeling of walking barefoot outside. In the grass, in the sand, in the ocean… in the mulch. Anything but mud. Ick.
7. The feeling of the warm sun against your skin after the chilly spring.
8. Laughing so hard I cry.
9. I won’t be able to do this with a kitten anymore IF I’M FRICK FRACKING DEAD
10. It’s not my time yet. I still have so much to do in these world.