2016 was my first Anime Fargo. 2017 was my first year on staff, but I had to miss the convention because my body decided that it was the PERFECT time for mononucleosis. 2018 was my first year both on staff and actually at the convention the entire weekend. Anime Fargo, and helping plan it, is very important to me. I’d like to share some of the reasons why.
I like helping people. I like making things better for people. I like making the world a better place…even if it’s just a weekend at a small anime convention in North Dakota. The extent of my disabilities make it so there’s a lot I simply cannot do. Finding conventions gave me something to do.
Convention staff takes care of each other. Anyone who knows me knows I’m fueled by anxiety and caffeine. I get frazzled somewhat easily. Con staff looks out for each other. We help carry each other’s burdens. We become like family. Sometimes we’re dysfunctional and sometimes conflict happens. But in the end, we all band together to make an amazing convention happen.
I don’t like going outside my comfort zone. I like things to be just the way I like them. But at an anime convention? I’m forced to go outside of my comfort zone and do things that aren’t necessarily what I’d like to do. And that’s a good thing. I can prove I can do things that are uncomfortable. I can prove I can be successful and doing things I don’t like.
As you can see, our staff has grown. And our convention has grown as well. I’ve attended several anime cons over the last several years. But Anime Fargo will always be my favorite. Anime Fargo will always be special to me. I’ve found friends through them. I’ve learned I can do things I never thought I could do. I’ve realized that my wisdom and passions can be channeled into something useful. I’ve found a place I belong…and that’s an incredible feeling.