Now I face out, I hold out
I reach out to the truth of my life
Seeking to seize on the whole moment to now break away!
Oh God let me out, Can you let me out?
Can you set me free from this dark inner world?
Save me now last beat in the soul.
My entire life I’ve been told there are so many things I cannot do because I am disabled. I’m a victim of both being told there are so many things I cannot do and that Ic an do anything I set my mind to. How these both work, I really don’t know.
As a result, I’ve been trapped in lies. Lies that I’m not good enough. Lies that because I’m disabled, I cannot achieve anything. I’ve been told that I need to not let my disabilities define me or hold me back. It’s confusing. And I need to find my own truth. Make my own truth. Find my own path.
Something I’ve learned is I need to reach out to my own truth. Reach out to it, even. Because it is within reach.
Because it doesn’t matter what I’ve been told. They were wrong.
It doesn’t matter what I believed. It was wrong.
But what matters is the truth I know now and what I do with it.