I sit here locked inside my head

All your insults and your curses
Make me feel like I’m not a person
And I feel like I am nothing
But you made me, so do something
‘Cause I’m fucked up because you are
Need attention, attention you couldn’t give
I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
This silence gets us nowhere, gets us nowhere way too fast
Staind – For You

How long before you screw it up?
And how many times do I have to tell you to hurry up?
With everything I’ve done for you,
the least you can you do is keep quiet
Be a good girl,
you gotta try a little harder
That simply wasn’t good enough
to make us proud
Alanis Morissette – Perfect

Mommy, don’t you love me?
Then why do you hurt me?
Daddy, don’t you love me?
Then why did you hit me?
Well I tried to make you proud,
but for crying out loud
Just give me the chance to hide away
Exhaustion takes over,
won’t this someday be over?
Jars of Clay – He

I can’t stop obsessing over the fact the anniversary is coming. I can’t stop thinking about it. I want to stop thinking about it, but my stupid brain won’t turn off. I want to be free from this crap.

I just want to be free.

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