Sometimes you just gotta buckle down

People have often told me they don’t understand how I do it.
How I went gluten free on a tight budget.
How I stay in school with all my health problems.
How I function on my own.
How I make ends meet each month.

The thing is I haven’t done anything special. I’m not anyone special, I’m just your average 24 year old who loves Sims and Pokemon, anime and manga, the colour orange, monkeys and elephants, you get the picture. And the thing is before I had to do it, I thought I couldn’t do it.

The truth is when you find yourself in difficult circumstances, you somehow find the strength to carry on. When you see others in dire places and think “Wow, I could never do that” the truth is when push comes to shove and it’s your only option, you just buckle down and do it. It’s not easy. It’s painful. It sucks. It’s difficult.

But I’m not a superhuman because I am where I am now. Because I stay in school with mostly decent grades (adol psych will come up!), because I live on a small budget, because I do so much myself.

Truth is I don’t know how I do it, and some days I doubt that I can keep doing it.

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